pain, without love. pain, i can't get enough.

ugggh!!! i'm done with the sequel to Twilight, which is New Moon. damn frustrating i tell you. not the story, of course! but the fact that i've finished it so quickly. this is partly the reason why i rarely spend my money on books. they are just too fun to read and u get around finishing them too quickly yet you pay a high price! they shud figure out a way to lower down the price of books! it's killing me softly, thats why i stray away from bookstores as far as i can. coz i can barely resist. =)

this time around, the novel carved a hole in my swollen heart! i felt her pain when Edward decided that being together would jeopardise the love of his life, Bella, and broke up with her. "It would be as though i never exsisted" what the fuck!?! oh no, not just a normal break up but they had to just shift the entire family somewhere else!!! somewhere that they didn't say. and this Edward fella took away pictures of him from her scrapbook and even the mix CD that he made for her! arghhh such pain. enuff with having the love of Bella's life leaving her with a clean break but he just had to take all the stuff that reminds of him too? why not burn down the whole of 'Forks' i say! sheeesssh! i cried like seriously because the words and details just easily puts you in Bella's shoes. ouch.

i LOVE the fact that everytime she tries to do something totally absurd or dangerous, she could hear Edward's concerned voice, protective, just as tho he were there with her. and the details written in the book makes your heart ache and your lungs crushed everytime Bella feels pain. when she couldn't breathe, i had trouble breathing. silly i know but i was rilly rilly engrossed in the book that i totally felt her joy and pain.

well i don't want to add in anymore spoilers because i wouldn't want that either tho comel kindly blurted out a few facts that i try to block out! chomps!! arghhh......hehehehhhe =P get the sequel and a hankie!

hunting for my vamp, kazem.